Final work - Meditating while writing
Meditation opens one’s own inner room and creates an awareness for oneself existing and thoughts and feelings also existing in this space. At some point one realizes thoughts and feelings are just like clouds – not permanent. One can sit and watch them pass by. When I started my bachelor’s degree, I was able to move out of my small suburban town after a year of studying. I had found a stable job at a museum in the marketing department and therefore could afford to pay my deposit and a monthly rent. From then on, I worked two to three days a week besides taking classes. I felt very strong, independent, productive and self-reliable. Also, I saw university as my second “job”. Though, I always found some lectures and other events, dealing with different topics than our curriculum, that I liked – I was still just thinking about passing exams and writing my essays in a way that I would get a good grade. After studying two years in this way, I went to Istanbul. Suddenly, I didn’t have to have...